P.H.O.B.I.A

I'm sick of pushing people away,

but I can't help myself.

I'm scared that someone will come into my life 

&

break me again just like you did.

P.A.I.N.L.E.S.S & H.E.A.R.T.L.E.S.S

It's the scar you can't see,

that are usually hardest to heal.

I wish heartbreak was as painless as getting a haircut,

you don't feel a thing but when it's over,

it's a new you.

How I wish I am the heartless one ...

R.I.S.K

Maybe,

 possibly I still want you..

BUT

You were a risk.

A giant risk!!

You reminded me why I not dare to take this kind of risks again!

夜晚

在这个寂静的夜晚，

让我想起了这么一个他。。

以为这个全新的自己能够熬过来。。

不再需要虚伪的爱，

可是现在才发觉我还是那个渴望爱情的eunice..

原来我一直都在骗自己!!

T.I.M.I.D

Hearing something that absolutely kills you inside.

And having to act like you're fine.

Time flies..

Will it be a take 2 in my life?

If there is choice,

I want to be a little kid again..

When nothing was complicated.

It's not you I'm rejecting,
Is consider timid??
I rather to say:

its my heart I'm protecting.

eunice's fragile heart !!

It may not feel like it now,

but I'll be okay ~~~

W.H.O cares

Haters keep looking my way,

and I'm held up high.

You want to bring me down?

I dare you to try.

Oh yea,

I'm the type to hold it all in and then one day just randomly explode !!

That's the F.A.C.T

I believe that,everything happened with some reason.

No matter good or bad.

Behind every "playboy",

is a girl who broke his heart.

Behind every bitch,

is a guy who tore her apart.

H.U.R.T

It still hurts.

I know its been a while but it still freaking hurts.

Even just thinking about him right now,

it hurts.

Everything just HURTS!!

Is fucking hurt !!!

Its reality

If only you weren't so blind to see,

how much you truly mean to me.

I never found the words to say,

you're the one I think about each day.

I wish that true love will happen in my life,

but reality tell me,

it will just happen in the fairy tale.

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Assignment drive me crazy,

is like seriously!!

everything seem goes wrong when I came back to my study life,

Is just week 2,

but I am always with the fighthing mood now,

is tiring.

I never found the words to say the way you make me feel.

Is over??

I keep asking myself,

act like it was just a dream,

when really,

it makes my world crumbling down.

Even though I can say it's his loss,

deep down I know it will be mine too !!

It is the absolute worst feeling when someone hurts  you and they have no idea they're breaking your heart into million pieces.

Is like Finally !!

After taking those medicine,

my edema is getting better,

and the sickness is no longer that serious.

OH my baby skinny jeans and those short pants,

I can wear YOU again very soon,

pray hard,

please recover asap!!!

I'm like almost 9months din wear short pants already,

is torturing me ><

**It's better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and just get no response.

M.A.D

It's not that I mad at you.

I had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one I could finally count on.

It's not like I wana be the only girl in your life,

I just wana be the only one that actually matter.

P.A.I.N

Some people never get what they deserve because they're too busy holding things they're supposed to let go.

I'm sick of these mixed signals.

I'm only a girl,

I can't read your mind.

I.M.Y

An "I miss you" would only be worth 

if there's an "I miss you too" in return.

S.I.N.G.L.E

Being single doesn't mean no one wants you,

it just mean that GOD is busy writing your

LOVE STORY 

                                                      ❤

 I'm not single and I'm not taken.

I'm simply on reserve for the person who really deserve my heart .

W.E.I.R.D

Funny how sometimes you're missing someone

BUT

when that somebody shows up,

you do nothing ..

what a joke

=C

I wanted everything to stay the same, 

But feelings fade and people change.

Torturing

Declaration of love amuse me.

Espeacially when I unrequited.

I acted like it wasn't a big deal,

when really it was breaking my heart !!

I'll be fine

Don't know how,

Don't know when,

But I'll be fine.

Taking baby steps,

one at the time.

Getting stronger everyday.

Yeap,

I will find my way~~

Be with eU

That day I told you I like you,

there was no doubt in my mind that you were the one.

Every bad situation will have something positive,

even a broken clock shows the correct time twice a day.

isn't it??

yea,I know I am stubborn .

but the truth is, 

I don't want to waste another moment on someone who isn't you.

And yes,

you are the risk I will always take .

So,

deal with it !!

What a DAY

I glance the calender over and over,

and my heart is starting to countdown.

How many days left??

No one know..

But is getting nearer,

my heart gona pop out soon..

It will be great if the world will stop here,

even just for a second.

The worst feeling in the world is when you know you're losing someone and there is nothing that you can do to prevent being replaced.

OMFG!!!

DND sign

Time flies,

just a blink of an eye,

I have been single for 1year.

Being single doesn't necessarily mean you're available.

Sometimes you have to put up a sign that says

"Do Not Disturd "

in your heart.

My heart told me,she need some rest.

And there are a DND sign in my heart now.

MR. B

How many times you call me to let go??

I think both of us forget already,since is like countless..

yea,I do believe in fate,

since the day I met you,

you were more than just a friend.

you are the one who accompany me all day long when I felt alone and helpless at oversea...

yea,still remember,it was the first day I reached Macau,I cried..

I told you I miss my family,you accompany me and try to comfort me even you were having exam that time. 

And yes,we used to chat with each other afte that,

like everyday when I opened my eyes,the 1st thing i will do was looking at my hp,

yea,your msg might be there,you almost woke up earlier than me,like everyday.

Lately,

I've thinking bout what we could've been,

I could've been your someone,

I should told you how I felt back then.

And now I'm crying all these tears inside.

I'll walk away from all this hope that we'll be together.

I remembered when I tried to date this other guys,

but in the back of my mine,

it was me and you.

there was the moment when you looked into my eyes and i saw that you knew what I felt and held inside.

For a second,I read that you felt the same.

Wish I coulda said the words I needed to say,

but I can't now,

cause is too late..

I swear,today will be the last time I cry because of you..

**Never let your tears and sensitivity blind you. 

If someone hurt you, they showed you who they are. 

Move on, stay strong!

Is not my day

Hate Monday

Annoy Tuesday

Ignore Wednesday

Smile Thrusday

Love Friday

Enjoy Saturday

DAMN Sunday

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So,is NOT my DAY ~~~

Let it go

No matter how hard u try to hold on,

some people are just meant to leave.

Some eventually would come back, 

some won't !!

I am just not as lucky as you girls..

evevrytime when I being serious,

thing just goes wrong..

O.M.G

Doctor say: " Ms Lim,last warning,for your own good,no alcoholic please ."

I say : " Ok ,try my best ."

but my heart is thinking : " oh my gosh,I am alcoholic ,and m craving for alcoholic drinks now ."

Bartender,mojito please !!!!

sex on the beach

Long island

Gin & Tonic

shooter

Nothing

Black Lable

etc......

awwww...cry ='C

It's reality

Nowadays it's very hard for people to be in moment.

You are always thinking what I got to do next,

what happened yesterday,

but did you really enjoy what you having now??

 

每段感情，都是幸福的记号 ❤

爱情，就如登山；

可惜，没有向导。

即使经历的次数愈多，也未必代表收获愈丰富，

除非，我们懂得适时停下脚步，

看清自己所处的位置，

并随时远眺目标，

才不会迷失方向。

爱

没有捷径，也不会有绝境，

只要看清路标，就能通往幸福。

Depressed

Why can you do this so easily,

you never know it just take a second to make me feel depressed ..

You never know I have try my very best,

yet you just can't feel my genuineness.

If I am a robber,

the first thing I'm  gonna rob,for sure is your heart..<3

Lif3

Life is always that hard,

full of challenges,

you have no way to escape,

but just need to confront it.

That's so call LIFE..

Reborn

I'm coming back,once again~~

A familiar place for me yet it seem like strange because I have been leave here for almost 8months..

Things changed by then....

Yea,a restart button in my life..

。。I just wish to have a simple one。。