H.U.R.T

It still hurts.

I know its been a while but it still freaking hurts.

Even just thinking about him right now,

it hurts.

Everything just HURTS!!

Is fucking hurt !!!

Its reality

If only you weren't so blind to see,

how much you truly mean to me.

I never found the words to say,

you're the one I think about each day.

I wish that true love will happen in my life,

but reality tell me,

it will just happen in the fairy tale.

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Assignment drive me crazy,

is like seriously!!

everything seem goes wrong when I came back to my study life,

Is just week 2,

but I am always with the fighthing mood now,

is tiring.

I never found the words to say the way you make me feel.

Is over??

I keep asking myself,

act like it was just a dream,

when really,

it makes my world crumbling down.

Even though I can say it's his loss,

deep down I know it will be mine too !!

It is the absolute worst feeling when someone hurts  you and they have no idea they're breaking your heart into million pieces.

Is like Finally !!

After taking those medicine,

my edema is getting better,

and the sickness is no longer that serious.

OH my baby skinny jeans and those short pants,

I can wear YOU again very soon,

pray hard,

please recover asap!!!

I'm like almost 9months din wear short pants already,

is torturing me ><

**It's better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and just get no response.

M.A.D

It's not that I mad at you.

I had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one I could finally count on.

It's not like I wana be the only girl in your life,

I just wana be the only one that actually matter.

P.A.I.N

Some people never get what they deserve because they're too busy holding things they're supposed to let go.

I'm sick of these mixed signals.

I'm only a girl,

I can't read your mind.

I.M.Y

An "I miss you" would only be worth 

if there's an "I miss you too" in return.